God is My Focus

I'm taking a stand, this girl's heart belongs to no one except Christ. I've made mistakes and God is in control, I give Him all because He has NEVER lead me down a wrong path. I've slipped up, I've sinned, but I don't wallow in them. I run back to Christ,  with a humble heart, ask for His forgiveness and no longer dwell on it. I begin to instead dwell on Him and allow Him to teach me and grow me from where I am. What good am I to Him if all I do is revert back to what was before? I am no good, I want to be used by God not for my own benefit but because He has placed in me a desire to see lost souls come to know Him in Spirit and in Truth. His word says to go and make disciples of all men, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Each and every person in this world deserves the chance to know my Lord. If anything I do is for my own glory Father I pray that it not work out.  My focus has been somewhat distracted, but here is the thing...God is my focus, I am a single woman, and while I would love to have a family of my own one day, it is not my focus. If it happens awesome, if not awesome. But God is my focus, not what He can do for me, not the gifts of the Holy Spirit, not the blessing of being His child...no, GOD is my focus! To draw ever closer my heart, to be in union and in love with Him. What good am I really to any person if I don't first love Christ with my whole heart? There used to be a sign that went around facebook and it said " a woman must be so lost in God, that a man has to find Him to find her". That right there says it, no worries about if God has someone hand picked for you, He's God He has it under control, stop worrying about those things. And start focusing on HIM, if its something from God it will come, if not He will bring something even better. But its up to each and every one of us to guard our hearts against others, people can hurt you without even realize they are doing it so this is what scripture says and I live by: I depend upon God, and not trust in humans. God is my Focus, Jesus is my love, the Holy Spirit is my lead.